missylihui ♥

why ar.

2009-03-10T01:18:00.004+08:00

i ought to be sleeping now.
as i have 8am class later. which left me with 5 hrs of slp.

but there seems to be some stuff going on in my mind.
i cant exactly figure it out.
what it is.

on the other note.
urgh. the online seller is really slow in replying backorder payment.
i hate delays. esp. when i love the dress so much.

xoxo,
missylihui.

peaceful yet busy life.

2009-03-09T20:12:00.002+08:00

tiring day. went milling lab for the whole day. the individual parts seem to be ready soon. but every detail is yet so worrying. anyone know of any shop selling quick release bicycle clamp of greater than 38mm dia? i only manage to find 35mm. haiz.

one more month to the end of semester. it's really fast. but life seems to get busier when the semester is ending. but i'm pretty happy with my life now. everything seems quite peaceful. and the busier you are, there will be less things bothering your mind.

maybe this is the kind of life i want.
i will be getting a flea market in april. hopefully i pass the balloting.

xoxo,
missylihui

time clock screwed up.

2009-03-07T01:33:00.002+08:00

I am so blur.
and feeling damn guilty!
omgosh.

my GB junior invited me to her party on 6th March. and I actually thought that 6th march falls on saturday. So i happily tell myself that after my HR meeting on Sat, I will go attend her bday party. and nv did I know 6th march actually is a friday until sufanna msn me just now and asked did i attend wanleng's party. omg. i am so freaking blur la. now then i know tmr is 7th!!!! my time clock is really screwed up.

so sorry wanleng!!!
Let's meet up a day with the GB gals to celebrate your 21st.=)

and.
Happy 21st!

xoxo,
missylihui
p/s: wake up la missylihui.

it's time.

2009-03-05T13:25:00.004+08:00

life has been quite busy. mid terms are almost over. with just a paper to go. it has been months since i step into malls to go on a shopping craze. and tt has resulted in my obsession with online shopping.

i need to clear my warbrobe and stuff it with new tops=) it's time. perhaps in a few weeks.

mid terms are managable. but i guess the amount of effort i've put in doesnt quite shown in the results. maybe the sufferings from migraine for the last few nights have played a part in making a fool of me during exams. urgh. but it's okay. i will work hard for the finals in april=)

and.
mr ang has been camping in clementi ave 6 since tues.
but it's time to say cheerio.
cause i will be seeing him tmr!

i do hope that.
at the end of the day.
we will always be.
and always be.

i just wana everything to stay as what it is now. sweet bitter sour. we brave through together.

it's time that i have this kinda mindset.
cause i am already 22 years old. just a few more years to settle down. lol.

xoxo,
missylihui

dex's party

2009-03-01T00:44:00.002+08:00

attended dex's 1st year old bday party.

the weather didn't bless the party.

but yet.

it's really sweet to seeing dex and zac again.

love them lotsa.

how i wish they are my nephews.

missylihui. perhaps another year.=)

with dex on Sis's ROM in last July.

and now, his 1st year in this world!=)

babies/kids.

for sure.

bring happiness to me.

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: thanks mr ang.

for accompanying me today to the party. despite you fallen sick.=)

battle

2009-02-25T14:46:00.008+08:00

urgh. super fed up with some aluminium suppliers.

emailed them about quotation and i waited no reply like 2-3 days. so i decided to call them. and come'on la aunties! it's your job. shouldnt you be polite to your customer? i am damn pissed off with their rude attitudes and for god's sake, it is not only one company who is rude to me. it really seems like a battle to ask for quotations. wtf. and the economy is in a recession now. and yet, this is how you treat your customers. soon. i guess your company will go bankrupt. bless you.

no wonder mr ang told me that purchasers in most companies are aunties and their attitudes are really terrible.

it's not easy at all.

=(

xoxo,
missylihui

UNEXPECTED ACCESS!

2009-02-23T00:16:00.002+08:00

omgosh. it was a scary night from 10pm to 11pm.

just watched the programme titled unexpected access on channel 5 and followed up by incredible tales on channel 8. really freak me out a lil.

unexpected access features doors to places which we may think is forbidden and uncover the behind scenes of them. this week was on the preparation of funeral. u cant believe that the programme actually showed how the corpse is being prepared to slow down the rate of corrosion. it even showed the organs being taken out of the body. urgh. the scene is quite anti-appetite. so be mentally prepared if you wana watch. but still the show is interesting. and i really admire the host the fearless wong lilin.=)

so stay home on sunday late night.
for UNEXPECTED ACCESS.

xoxo,
missylihui

heart weekends.

2009-02-21T23:16:00.006+08:00

yeah. it's weekends again.

and the beginning of my recess week. or rather study break to prepare for the upcoming mid-term tests.

been busy with manufacturing labs. was quite happy initally regarding the 2 offdays from school.

eh but now the 2 offdays were spent in manufacturing lab.

and in fact. i will be in sch everyday from 10-6 (and 8am on tues!)except thurs which is my early day off.

and tt explains why i am so looking forward to weekends.

anyway.

was out with him for the whole afternoon at ehub.

cause.

24th is our day. our 4th month.

but due to my peak schedule,

we celebrated today. it was an impromptu idea.

and.

we totally heart ehub.

a perfect place for us to bowl. movies. the breeze at park. kites fly. and nice food.

hee.

finally.

i heart mr ang too=)

ok back to.
chase/bombard emails to the suppliers for aluminium!

xoxo,

missylihui

say joy.

2009-02-16T22:37:00.002+08:00

i'm so happy for you my dear girl=)

hee.

it's really a joyful season!

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: i am so tired of doing milling liao. tiring.

vday.

2009-02-15T17:16:00.009+08:00

happy belated vday to all.

caught the movie benjamin buttons by brad pitt yesterday.
2 hrs and 40mins show.
but it was definitely a great show.
for lovers.
and to watch on vday.
nice plot. meaningful show.
brad pitt is indeed hot and charming.=)
angelina jolie is really very lucky. but she is hot too.

spent a great day with mr ang on vday.
thanks for all the things that you have planned.
you're really thoughtful.

went central manhatten for vday dinner.
not too bad.
but the portion was a lil too much for both for us.

our dessert. love salad.

the so-so sweet potato soup.

our blueberry and strawberry potion drinks.

my roses from him.

moments on the car.

mr ang with photo frame from me.

it is a joyful season. yet it gona pass soon.
mid terms are coming.
jiayou everyone.

xoxo,
missylihui

cant imagine.

2009-02-10T21:03:00.008+08:00

so its february again.

design project finally get started yesterday.

yeah. looking forward to seeing our prototype=)

study day on sunday with mr ang.

he looked super charming when focused. lol.

and i got addicted to specs craze.

wearing mr ang's gold plated decade round specs.

wearing lab safety goggles.

my design project - our raw materials. eh can you imagine with all these materials, we can manufacture and assemble them into a sports wheelchair?you will be surprised when i upload our Wheel E. prototype photo by April.

anyway.

urgh. i can't imagine that by august, I will be in my final year.

xoxo,

missylihui

cny 2009!

2009-02-02T00:38:00.009+08:00

i could say.

chinese new year has ended for me.

i am feeling old indeed.

when i was young, so much into looking forward to cny.

buying goodies. spring cleaning. cny songs and deco. relatives visiting. friends visiting.

all these were really excitements for me.

but right now.

i get lazy to go for house visiting. and i only eat tibits in the middle of the night.

tt explains why my face getting chubby.

hee.

anyway its feb. no public holidays for feb and march.

sadded.

anyway. some pics to share from my cny celebrations.

bengines. spending the whole day at my house as a gambling den! and thanks mummy and mr ang for your help. also, thanks phui for ur 20 bucks!=)

mummy and I.

woo hoo. mummy is so into cny mood ar.

calis sis back from korean! i received ang bao from her this year! woo hoo! hee.

kelvin and calis. blessed couple.

mr ang & missylihui. realised that green and blue combination is not bad ar.

i like this new dress of mine. though abit like pregnant. but definitely not.

the end.

xoxo,
missylihui

babies

2009-01-29T16:17:00.007+08:00

cute babies.

notice the baby's eyes in the last photo?
his/her round watery eyes are really very alluring.

i walked past a PAP kindergarten yesterday.
and it reminded me of my dream.
4o years old to open a childcare centre.

but.
maybe after having my own kids,
my thinking will change.

but right now.
please send your kids to my centre if i really open one in future.
and i'll try to open one at an earlier age.
hee.

xoxo,
missylihui
p/s: ulcer again. urgh.

2009-01-28T16:38:00.002+08:00

getting slightly worried for my project.
emailed the company last thurs.
for the purchasing of materials.
called them today. no one picked up the phone.
i guess most likely the company is closed for cny.
till maybe friday.
urgh. wana get the purchasing done asap.
cos we are only left with 2 months to manufacture the parts.
bless me.

3rd day of cny.
time really flies fast.
time to get back to my tutorials and lec notes.

xoxo,
missylihui.
p/s: our shared space is created.

2009-01-26T11:18:00.006+08:00

happy chinese new year to all.

since i miss blogging my new year resolutions,
i shall blog about my cny resolutions and try my best to achieve them for cow year 2009.

studies.
not to be late/skip lectures. more independent study. achieve better cap. full time mugger.

interest.
spend quality time on blogging. i.e. less entries but more meaningful ones.
jogging! every sunday shall be jogging day with mr ang.

reflections.
i guess.
it will be better to count on yourself than others.
gone through many misunderstandings for year 2008.
words always ended up as a misinterpretation.
also.
I always thought that the close ones will stand by me.
but it turned out to be opposite.
so what's the point of hanging on?
all these.
made me felt very tired at one point of time.

but.
i'm glad that i have a handful of friends who are always there for me.
giving me the support.
you guys know who you are.
thank you.=)
and not forgetting my family and mr ang too.

also, upon reflection.
i guess.
it will be a better decision.
for me to be a follower than a planner.=)

lastly.
the most important resolution.
to love myself more.
it's not narcisstic.
having gone through so much.
i just think that we all should love ourselves more. than we love others.

xoxo,
missylihui

p/s: wishing all my readers. huat ar!

2009-01-25T12:33:00.002+08:00

its 24th yesterday.

our monthly-day.

did some last minute shopping at cityhall.

followed up by spring cleaning of his room.

and yummylicious late dinner @ pizza hut.

thou simple.

yet sweet and blissful.

we love simplish moments.

and.
this cny is weird.

i cant feel the joyful season mood.

but yet.

i hope that it passes by slowly.

xoxo,

missylihui

2009-01-22T09:50:00.002+08:00

yummylicious breakfast.

thank you. mr ang.

for waking up early to prepare for me.

anyway.

all i want for cny is.

money! hee.

my adsense gona reach 100 bucks againn!

xoxo,

missylihui

2009-01-18T23:30:00.001+08:00

to photography lovers.

your chance to showcase your creative talent that will bring out Singapore.

some rules to take note of:

Do not show environments that are void of life. Do not feature individuals looking dispassionate. Avoid showing people who are not interacting with other people or with their surrounding.

Avoid passport-style portraits or portraits of people posing to the camera. Do not show people being passive.

urgh.

so we need to portray a lively and full of passion Singapore.

but are Singaporeans really happy and passionate with life?

before i read the rules,

i was actually comtemplating to take a photo of the oldies in sg who are left behind by the fast pace of singapore.

but again.

the theme is iconic.

how can a passive photo be an icon?

we cant deny that one always wana portray the best image to others.
that's the realistic part of life.

xoxo,

missylihui

2009-01-15T20:23:00.003+08:00

was having a serious chat with mr ang yesterday night.
dont be mistaken.

it's not a quarrel. (i wondering when will our 1st quarrel be? choyyyyy.)

anyway it's adult talk.
chatted on our future plannings and aims.

missylihui gona step into the working world in 1 and half years time.

and by then, mr ang will start working too.

he told me about his plans.

and from what we have chatted,

missylihui really feel secured with him.

at least he know what he want and how he is going to achieve.

and i know some things maybe too earlier to say now.

but we both agreed on maybe we will have an early marriage?

eh say age 25-26??(actually not really young anymore)

yeah. and we will work hard to achieve that.

and both of us are really funny.

we were heartbroken souls once.

so we kept repeating to one another that.

we will not let each other down.

for missylihui.

as my readers/friends.

you should know that.

once i commit to a r/s, it will always be that one.

so mr ang, dont worry okay?=)

hope everything goes smoothly.

and we will always be there for one another.

24th is coming!

xoxo,

missylihui

2009-01-13T18:55:00.004+08:00

i cut.

holes on my cardigan today. -_-

and few weeks earlier.

i cut holes on one of my fav tops.

urgh.

not on purpose.

i wana cut away the label.

and ended up with tiny holes on my blouses.

have you ever get irritated by your blouses' labels? they are making my skin itch.

and yes. out of desperation. i use whatever i saw to cut the labels.

even to the extent of going to the printing room and borrow scissors from auntie -_-

and i hate labels on my blouse.

in fact. most of my blouses have no label.

cause i always cut them away!

side-tracking..
let me do some rantings.

tues/thurs gona be a tiring day for me.

tues - 8am to 5pm lessons. (4 hrs break in btw!)

thurs - 8am - 8pm lessons. (i guess i gona skip 6pm lecture!since there is webcast!)

i feel that i am going back to year 1 life.

2 maths modules for this month.

and they are all my choices.

i hope that i make the right decision. bless me.

meanwhile.

a lil late for.

my 2009 top priority.

mug. mug. mug. and enjoy my remaining 1 and 1/2 years in NUS Engin.

studies are ultimally the most impt.

to a 22 years old student.

yeah. i am 22 liao.

no longer feeling youthful.

xoxo,

missylihui.

2009-01-12T23:06:00.001+08:00

“Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.”

- Gloria Naylor

xoxo,

missylihui

2009-01-09T12:23:00.003+08:00

early morning.

or rather not early liao.

hee.

received calls from simon and vic!

asking me what to bring for tmr picnic at sentosa.

so i decided to post a list of what some of the bees are bringing:

qing - chips and tibits left from the new year party.

ruobin - chips.

stella, jw -frisbee (bring some food too? hee)

mr ang & missylihui - tuna/luncheon meat sandwiches.

eh so guys..

we are still short of drinks and food!

suggested stuff from missylihui that you guys can bring:

- drinks?

- maybe food like sushi, cooked fried food like nuggets, fries or etc? dessert like mango pudding?

- volleyball

anyway.

who will be coming?

simon, victor, jinwei, julian, mr ang, missylihui, qq, ruobin, jane, stella

ya that's about all.

anything can sms me again.

xoxo,

missylihui

2009-01-08T13:12:00.016+08:00

back from bengines chalet.

splendid 2 days spent with them.

arcade. bowling. bbq. poker. old maid.

and the favourite game of all.

POLAR BEAR.

no cost. entertaining. get high.

and it serves as a good ice breaker game.

bengines love acting. hee.

and.

cheers to our 2 and 1/2 years friendship.

the hunks - bob. bala. ben. birdie. billy. benise(or benis?). beh beh. ball.

the babes - bonnie. betty. bagua. berlinta. bobo. baba. beri short. broccoli.

team 1

team 2

some bengines checking in early on 1st day.

it looks rather like a retreat for oweek committee.

mr ang. helping with the bbq.

mr ang and missylihui.

and some of them started drinking and getting themselves less sober. hee.

and this is the proof of them getting less sober. hee.

benis's awesome style posture.

hee. so cute berlinta and betty!

bonnie and betty.

bengines having brunch.

and as i was looking through at the photos that we have taken..

i realised.

we have grown.

hee. maybe for me or some.

the look has really matured.

笨军(bengines) 已经长大了.

hee.

and this is the proof.

bengines at chalet 2007.

bengines at 2009.

i believe.

our friendship will continue to grow.

yeah.

xoxo,

missylihui

2009-01-06T00:37:00.012+08:00

i thought.

i was really tired.

and wana go have a good sleep.

but ended up. here i am.

ya feeling quite fed up now.

for one thing. it's not that i did something wrong.

so please.

when i ask you questions. do grant me the politeness of replying me back in a nice tone.

i'm really feeling tired of keeping my calmness everytime when i talk to you.

and.

as much as i am feeling tired over lotsa stuff.

i'm still helping to keep things going.

i dont need any thanks or nice words.

just.

respect me as a friend as how you treat others.

urgh.

maybe.

missylihui should just stop bothering about anything.

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: urgh. what a nice way to start my 1st entry in 2009.

and i hope that tmr bengines chalet will cheer me up a lil.

2008-12-28T23:49:00.014+08:00

thank you mr ang.

it's really sweet.

to know how much you care for me.

seriously.

you have given me the confidence too.

missylihui once have doubts on her character as a gf.

esp. from a failure.

but.

it's you.

who have given me the confidence.

to fall in love again.

thank you. mr ang.

you have set a 无底洞 for missylihui.

and.

it's time for peektures fiesta!

attended mr ang's cousin's 2nd year old bday!

happy bday xinting!

awww. you gona agree with me that kids are born to be cute!

with xinyi (xinting's elder sis)! so cute and active! and ya. her eyes are twice bigger than mine!

and.
mr ang and missylihui were seriously craving for some bbq food when we do grocery shopping at ntuc!

hee.

and very randomly.

we went bbq-ing the next day!

yeah.

though we were'nt blessed with good weather,

we managed to finish bbq-ing the food!

simple date. yet blissful and lovely.=)

mr ang. doing his job to cook for me. hee.

yummy sweet corn prepared and cooked by him.

butter prawns!

i really gona admire mr ang's skills in preparing and cooking the food. hee. all the food taste yummy!=)

and after our bbq. mr ang accompanied me to airport to send auntie peh off!

auntie peh with us.

i gona miss you girl. rmb to msn with me hor! and hope you like my DIY calender!=)

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: bees and bengines! i have not forgotten you guys...missing you guys too!=)

2008-12-26T13:47:00.003+08:00

missylihui is selling away this pink digital camera Sony DSC - T70 @ SGD$300!

in perfect condition.

used for less than half a year.

8.1 Mega Pixels with Super HAD CCD
Carl Zeiss Vario-Tessar Lens with 3x Optical Zoom
3" 16:9 Wide & Touch LCD Screen
Smile Shutter
Bionz Image Processing Engine
Super SteadyShot
High ISO3200 Sensitivity with Clear RAW Noise Reduction
Sleek Styling
Multi-Resizing
Wide Zoom Display output
MPEG Movie VX Fine Mode
HD Slide Show with Select Music Playback
1 cm Macro Mode
Face Detection Technology
High Definition Output (for still image)

interested buyers.

please email me at kenix6@hotmail.com

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-12-22T12:42:00.007+08:00

today is 22nd.

3 more days to xmas.

9 more days to the arrival of year 2009.

come to think of it.

year 2008.

has been a memorable year to missylihui.

experienced a lot ups and downs.

which made me really grown up and more matured.

but i guess that my life was quite dramatic in 2008.

i believe.

you as my friend will know why.=)

will blog more about it on the last day of 2008.

but as an overall, 2008 is a great year!

i am thankful to friends who bring me the "ups".

i am thankful to friends who stand by me through my "downs".

i am thankful to my family to be always there for me.

i am thankful that i have met him. from simple friendship to what we are now.=)

and lastly,

my random thought.

"we are not fortune tellers

but your present life is moulded by you.

let's cherish what we have now,

and enjoy every single moment.

yeah."

side tracking.

i went picnic with mr ang!

simple date.

yet blissful.

in love with the nature.

xoxo,
missylihui

updates.

2008-12-17T00:53:00.009+08:00

Post exams+fever activities!

days after exams are great.

and time really flies fast.

i'll be getting results next week!

blessed me w decent grades. hee.

anyway here are my highlights for the past few days of vacation.

sat - attended vic's 21st bday party at raffles town club. followed up by chilling session at MINDS cafe @ safra tamp. It was a great night playing the saboteur and taboo.

vic with his present from bees.

the bees.

sunday - my secondary school gathering! eh though the attendance was quite pathetic, 8 for dinner and around 10 for drinks..i guess it was quite successful cause we get to meet up with some long-lost-in-touch friends like janice, jane, rulong and maybe ruobin and mr ang to some of them. hee. yeah another great night out!=)

mr ang and missylihui.

the so-called enemies for life. hee.

chilling out at loof.

tues - my dearest mummy's bday! sis calis and bro in-law kelvin gave her a dinner treat followed by surprise bday cake at home. See family's Daddy bought roses and a present for mummy! she was so happy that night. hee.=)and thanks mr ang for accompanying me to prepare the bday surprise too.

daddy and mummy.

See Family. missing: 2nd sis. (she is overseas.)

yeah updated.

xoxo,

missylihui.

2008-12-13T14:59:00.002+08:00

missylihui is back in action!

fallen sick for the past few days.

finally.

i am well again!=)

its quite saddening and irritating to fall sick.

hate the feeling of being a sickish person and kept lying on the bed.

finally i can get to feel the fresh air from outside!

going for vic's 21st dinner later.

and tmr will be spf gathering! details are posted up on facebook.=)

*feeling excited!

PEH SHU HUI!!!! yeah! MISSYLIHUI WANA MEET YOU TOO! you wana one to one date or group gathering with iggy, joel they all? hee..i got a farewell present for you! hope that you will move to tears.. hee!

anyway.

i know my blog is getting dull.

with no color.

photos update soon.

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-12-05T00:22:00.003+08:00

exams are finally over.

officially.

i can take a break.

but feeling quite empty-minded now.

a month vacation.

thou there are many upcoming plans.

with my buds, family and not forgetting him, mr ang.

i'm still not used to this kinda relaxing period.

maybe the past few months have been quite hectic.

and i realised that i am soon gona enter the working world.

it's time to say goodbye to the young innocent days.

and embark on a 人吃人的世界.

missylihui..you gona learn to be more scheming.

anyway side-tracking.

met up with qing, stella and vic over dinner at kenny rogers today. followed by chill out at zouk winebar.

you know.

it's always feel so blissful to meet up with them.

it's like we have nothing to hide from each other.

and bare our heart to one another.

this is what i called.

true friends.

9 years and still counting.

muacks.

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: 1 more day to seeing him. =)

2008-11-27T23:08:00.003+08:00

1 more week!

missylihui! endureee!

yap. a week more to the end of exams.

dear friends. please remember this date: 4th dec! you can officially date missylihui out anytime!=)

anyway.

updates:

springfield gathering:

hey guys, springfield gathering on 14th dec, Sunday possible?this outing is opened to all spfers! so if you are one of them and happen to be reading my blog..you are invited to this gathering!

time and venue to be confirmed(most likely when i get my manpower list out!) hee.

eh boo, qq and lala..can help me out with the planning?

overseas trip:

shall we head over to Bintan/Phuket on 19th-21st Dec? eh boo, can help me check out the prices?

in advanced!

a BIG thank you my sweeties!=)

ok i gona go rest liao. tmr mugging day!

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: cant wait for exams to be over. >_<

2008-11-24T11:18:00.002+08:00

24th nov.

a special day for us.

I'm sorry that exams kept me away from you.

and i'm really appreciate your understanding.=)

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: i'm so craving to take up cooking lessons for my vacation! anyone? preferably galfriend. hee!

2008-11-20T22:39:00.003+08:00

i'm back to reply taggies!

missylihui:

Juls: haa! ok thanks for interpretting to me what boo meant! hee. eh as for other stuff..will update you guys again! maybe during the spf outing which i gona plan after exams! =)

qing: eh the meaning is actually quite obvious. both of us abit noob and slow le. hee..i also don't know what boo meant initally! if you still cant get it..ask juls to tell u during ur movie date with him! >_<

lala: miss you! miss you! x 1000! hee.

boo: eh bkk trip..hmm i think it will be good if more ppl gg le..by when must cfm the trip?

sh: urghhhh!! i miss auntie peh! hee! eh ok good luck to you for 4 papers? or 5? hee! and i only got 5 papers la! cos one module is project-based! MUST see ya after examsss!!!=)

xoxo,

missylihui.

off to mugging!

2008-11-14T22:41:00.009+08:00

finally.

my design project - Sport Wheelchair is over!

eh actually not really.

only for Part I for this semester.

anyway time flies.

we had our oral presentation today.

everything went on smoothly.

though initally our prof gave us a scolding on peer appraisal.

but then later on.

our prof told us that our team displayed team spirit which is very good!

hee.

good job Wheel. E!

updated with peektures!

L in action. guess who is posing as L? hee.

MIB.

EL JO JO.

iggy.

the babes in the team! hee.

the hunks in the team. or rather the 4 piglets got squashed by winnie the pooh. hee!

and finally.

Wheel. E!!!!!

xoxo,
missylihui.

will be away for 2 weeks for exams.

muacks.

2008-11-12T22:21:00.003+08:00

thanks for your promise and assurance.

no more confusion.

clear-minded missylihui.=)

if only i have met you earlier on.

but as what you said.

maybe.

we.

as 2 stars apart,

clouds blinded our eyes.

but now.

雨过天晴。

what comes after misfortune.

will be fortune.

hee!

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-11-10T20:36:00.002+08:00

woke up from a nap.

had a bad dream.

didnt sleep well. woke up barely after an hour slp.

some missylihui's thoughts.

as much as you guys are feeling happy for me.

but sometimes.

insecurity and confusion still exist.

i may appear to be smiling.

but deep down.

do you know how i am actually feeling?

again.

as much as i wish to be more decisive.

as much as i land myself.

in a mess again.

urgh.

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-11-04T22:43:00.007+08:00

urgh stressed! rushing for my design project report!

meanwhile. took a break to blog and to rant!

hee.

anyway.

sis calis came back today!

urgh! i miss her!

imagine one day...all my sisters are married off...i will be damn sad and lonely in the house.

I cant imagine that.

hee.

BUT.

I still have my parents! and my brother!

of course. not forgetting HIM too! hee.

4 more days. =)

anyway some peektures from my sis's wedding at RASA Sentosa!

xoxo,
missylihui!

2008-10-31T21:52:00.003+08:00

bee-zee. bee-zee. bee-zee.

eldest sis's chinese wedding on this coming sunday. as the leader of her sisters troop, i need to plan for the games to make the most memorable day for my bro-in-law and my sister too!=)

and i haven't help to pack the house yet.

also, tmr gona be real busy shopping for the games' items and accompanying my dearest sis lier to shop for accessories.

urgh.

and my design project final report is due in a week's time!

so.

stressed up.

but.

dont worry.

i'm coping.

p/s: i went for a haircut again. wana get back the bob hair. and in the end.

a freaking china doll-bangs-fringes look. hee!

eh fringes. please come back to missylihui as fast as possible.

urgh.

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-10-28T23:49:00.007+08:00

while waiting for mr matt to arrive...

took some candid shots.

happy bday mr matt!

our surprise was a success! mr matt actually thought that bengines are not celebrating his bday for him and he was kinda disappointed.

never did he know that we threw him a surprise @ vivo marche!

hope you enjoy ur 23rd with loves from bengines!=)

yeah.

time flies fast.

yet.

i'm missing you.

and its really thoughtful and sweet.

to see the calender note in my mobile.

to remind me of your promise.=)

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-10-26T00:09:00.005+08:00

attended stella's og friend, mr jingxiang 23rd bday blast!
really sweet of them to plan the bday blast for him.
it somehow reminded me of bengines' bday celebrations last year. lol! hee.
but we are all grown-ups and year 3s liao.
all too mentally exhausted to plan for bday blast.
-_-

anyway
time flies really fast.

its coming to the end of october.

which means that one more month to EXAMS!

urgh.

focus missylihui.

and i awaiting tomorrow.
cos i know that it will be a good day.=)

seeing you.

xoxo,
missylihui

2008-10-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

i hope all go well.

for us. =)

and.

i'm really thankful.

for what have been planned for us.=)

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: i pray.

for blessings.

for him

wherever he is.

2008-10-22T01:20:00.002+08:00

having to witness so many disappointing cases.

it only left me.

in fear.

of embarking on a new journey.

urgh.

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-10-20T09:18:00.003+08:00

sometimes i guess.

God is playing a prank on me.

God's plan.

for me.

yet at the wrong timing.

for both of us.

urgh.

and.

the initial blossom is always seems to be the best=)

xoxo,

missylihui.

i'm loving the season.

2008-10-12T22:46:00.002+08:00

you made my day.=)

but sadly, the days dont last long.

or maybe it will.

if the environment dont change you.

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-10-11T13:26:00.006+08:00

yummylicious strawberry cake!

i love strawberryyyy.

hee.

i have the sudden craving for strawberry recently.

what causes the change in me?

eh.

maybe its..

the berries love season.

haa.

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s:

you live your way of life. i live my way of life.

i realised.

love is not about possession.

i should be glad for you if she can give you the happiness that I couldnt.

that's it.

fullstop.

2008-10-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

"When one door closes another door opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us."

- Alexander Graham Bell

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-10-06T23:31:00.003+08:00

eh yeah.

turning a lil richer!

with the gst package and aircon pay!

hurray!~

eh but i am still poor lah. dont rob me please. hee.

xoxo,

missylihui.

maybe you are right.

the best way to forget. is to accept a new one.

2008-10-05T13:37:00.003+08:00

just came back from the morning run.

yeah! so glad tt i am able to wake up on time and start my running plan as planned. hee.

a fulfilling sunday morning spent with mr ang!

and if you are interested in the nature and feel that sunday morning is wasted on sleep. do drop me a tag and join me for running!

i bet that you will love it.

cos with the nature. with the right partner. and in the right time=)

what more can you ask for?

hee.

yeah.

life is indeed great.

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-10-05T00:21:00.003+08:00

omgosh. i went for a hair trim today.

and.

i look really like a lil girl from front this time round.

finally.

my plan of jogging on every sunday at bedok reservoir will commence later.

with the nature. with the right partner. in the right time.

yeah.=)

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-10-04T11:30:00.002+08:00

i realised.

half of the semester is gone.

and the amount of revision i have is piling up.

tt's really bad.

time to cut down on entertainment.

blehs.

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-10-01T00:30:00.005+08:00

so tired. neck ache.

getting older.

just watched the kansas city hyatt regency walkway collapse video.

and indeed.

a slight change will cause a DAMN SEVERE impact.

tt's why for the safety of human beings,

jq and I decided not to be engineers.

but we are still stucked in engineering!

on the other note, for all these years in engin,

i realised that to be an engineer, it's really tough.

i admire them. (not praising myself! cause i am not a engineer graduate yet!)

for their knowledge.

without them, you think you got a roof over your head now?

hee.

but no matter what, all fields are great.

xoxo,

missylihui

i love engin. but not the formulas. theories and labs.=)

p/s:

my archives are removed. the past shall be the past.

2008-09-29T00:14:00.002+08:00

caught the f1 show just now.

omgosh. it was a waste for massa.

but its really quite funny to see that scene.

hee.

i guess luck really played a role in such race.

and lady luck is smiling on me! i know. hee.

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-09-27T00:38:00.001+08:00

truth can be brutal.

but lies can be even worse.

xoxo,

missylihui

Appreciation Dinner & post-celebration Oweek comm bbq!

2008-09-24T13:18:00.031+08:00

Engin Appreciation Dinner on monday evening.

at NUS Guild House.

enjoyed the evening spent with Oweek Comm!

and we won the BEST COMM of the year. Yippy!=)

Followed up, we had a bbq in the evening yest.

as a celebration for Oweek Comm!

our efforts paid off.

yeah.

so i shall let the pictures do the talking.=)

bbq peektures:

went to zj's house to prepare the bbq stuff! and saw this cute baby nephew of zj! =)

cooking in progress.

emo-ing again lah. hee.

sumin and me!

diana and bob =)

my bestie peh!=)

and we held a belated bday surprise party for zj aka beh beh.

the bday boy beh! hee.

the hunks.

the babes.

Oweek Comm 2008! we rawks.

Engin Appreciation dinner 2008 peektures!

=)

and let me intro my besties from NUS.

Self-Proclaimed Bestie (SPB) Joel! hee.

BFF. Yefan!=)

all-time bestie! Peh!=)

my besties and I. where's SPB? hee.

tpjc-NUS girls.

Yitsin, Pei Qie and I!

see lay hui & tan si qian!!!!

Chee Hong. dance partner for Oweek and the Vice president of the 31st Engin club!=)

Eddie. the vice-president of the 31st Engin club too!=)

and finally! with the President of the 31st Engin Club! Nat Tan.

haa. my imposter.

Ong zijun also won the silver award!

Oweek Comm 2008!

and we won. the BEST COMM 2008. muacks!

p/s: i just finished tagging you guys in facebook! and its the 3rd day of recess week. and i have not yet started my revision! omgosh. off to studying. muacks!

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-09-20T01:39:00.010+08:00

one told me,"lihui, i'm really admire your attitude. You're really moving on fast.... "

these few weeks.

i ponder on so many things.

the most miserable day that i ever had.

i only know that i had a real big cry and i admit that i was really afraid at that point of time.

It seems like the world is falling down on me.

it hurts so much that i can feel the pain in my heart.

5 days later. the day when i found out something that hurts me so deeply.

to the extent that i did and say things impulsively.

and even to the extent that i teared in school.

and i told myself.

this will be the last time that i ever teared for this r/s.

the day she called me.

i feel for her. i feel so much appreciated that she care for me.

she is part of the reason why i find it tough to let go.

till today.

i feel for everything.

and when i started packing my stuff.

i realised.

that i did not tear anymore.

cause.

i woke up from my fantasy.

i know that its all over.

this will be my past.

i believed that God has a plan for everyone.

if he plans this hurdle for me.

he will have another plan arranged for me.

i dont blame anyone.

i know that no one is to be blamed in a r/s.

if there is anyone to be blamed, blame it on the environment.

environment changes one.

and so do environment changed me.

also,

this is reality.

we have our own choices.

and what i know now is.

the ones who/that i should cherish in my life are.

my parents.

my siblings.

studies.

and friends.

lastly, to all: rmb to love yourself more than you love others. =)

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-09-20T01:39:00.003+08:00

mamamia.

if only love is that simple and sweet.

yap! anyway today was the last day of school...........before recess week commences!

didnt went for engin day. the lab report kept me busy for the whole afternoon.

night was spent at GV marina watching mamamia. late night was spent at pool session at marina

zj is damn entertaining and funny. eh but please rmb. humble is a bonus.

i miss supper. hee.

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: photos will be updated after engin appreciation dinner and bbq on coming Mon/Tues!=)

2008-09-18T00:06:00.004+08:00

back from IFG netball!

good job engin girls!!! a nice ending today. =)

NUS Engin rawks. feel so proud to be one of them.

and great thanks to the supporters! you guys know who you are lah.

thanks for the enthu support from you guys!=)

feeling damn tired now.

and still, i need to do my lab report and engin prof tutorial!!!

roarsss.

but i still need my beauty sleep.

hee.

you know.

missylihui loves the worldddd!

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: silence doesnt mean that i dont appreciate your concern.

in fact.

2008-09-15T00:15:00.003+08:00

days.

hour.

time.

minutes.

seconds.

it's not easy.

at all.

2008-09-12T18:04:00.005+08:00

getting tanner these few days.

omgosh. i wana my fair skin back!

received a call from her today.
thank for the doteness that you shower on me.
i really appreciate it.
=)

everything will turn out to be so nice if nothing happen.

but

its all over.

let's get on with life.

muacks.

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: i am lagging so much in my tutorials! buck up miss shi lihui!!!=)

2008-09-10T00:27:00.009+08:00

wall e.

watching the robot wall e protecting his loved one.

feelings are being stirred up again.

at the end of the day,

i ponder.

who will be the one there to protect me no matter how old, ugly and wrinkled I am in future?

and i hope.

i will meetherightone.

somewhere. sometime. someday.

my dear friends.

cherish your r/s with one another.

missylihui give blessings to all couples in this world.

lastly,

i have learnt a lot through this painful lesson.

xoxo,

missylihui

p/s: replies to taggies.

missylihui -

huiying!: ah poi! must be obedient and study hard okay! anything can just drop me a call!=)

sh, kelly & lala: thanks! i love my short hairdo too! but its kinda getting long liao. needa go trim. hee-_-

youknowiswho: haa! thanks ya i know its you.=)

linching: =) ya forget the past. eh gess guys really not bad ar? LOL! just kidding!

yinaisi!: hey iggie! thanks for being such a goodie friend! always be dere for me! thank you!=))))

let cycle in the rain againnnn!

us: hee. *shy. thank guys!

lala!: take good care of ur wound!!!=)

sq!:thank tsq! jiayou worz....may you find the light soon..hee..you know what i mean la.

all taggies replied.

once again.

i love you guys!=)

2008-09-06T23:23:00.009+08:00

ubin cycling was fun today!

with raymond, sebas, qingxiang

also,

my besties stella and juls!

we took a bath due to the sudden downpour and cycled for 4 hours.

went 85 for dinner

and yap!

nice outing!=)

scene at east coast beach is awesome.

i love the nature.

thank for accompanying me.

netball training was fun too.

netball match. engin vs arts tmr!

i play for engin. do you?=)

i love cycling.

love the wind, the air, the sun(though it rain),

and the nature.

finally,

i sorted out my thoughts.

memories will fade away as time passes by.

i need time.

we all need time.

but i know what i want.

and what i ought to do.

yeah.

gone to bed.

muscles ache. omgosh.

xoxo,

missylihui.

2008-08-31T18:48:00.022+08:00

peektures update.

The Girls' Brigade 44th Coy 10th year anniversary. muacks girls.

Engin bash @ gotham penthouse. muacks engin fac!

Grace sweet 21st at Costa sands! muacks gracie!

as you can see.

i cut my hair.

short bob-style.

i heart my new hairdo.

fresh start. forget the past. cause i heart the future.

finally. i am green light again.

or perhaps amber light.

as much as i welcome the future awaiting for me.

as much as i am afraid that i may get hurt again.

or if you can guarantee me that you wont ever hurt me by writing an IOU,

i may really consider.

haha. nonsense me.

lastly, tuition was great.

quick bucks. and great tuitee.

i heart my tuitee too. muacks!

xoxo,

missylihui is back.

2008-08-23T01:22:00.003+08:00

retro night 6pm.

The Girls' Brigade 44th company

10th year anniversary.

it's been 5 years since i left GB.

definitely brings back a lot memories.

looking 4ward to meeting the girls=)

see ya.

xoxo,

missylihui

2008-08-17T23:31:00.004+08:00

Woman Affairs Collection III is launched!

all items priced at $22 or less! quality guaranteed!

more details available @

http://womanaffairs.livejournal.com/6781.html#cutid1

Friends, do support my selling journal!=)

olympics fiesta.

2008-08-16T00:42:00.004+08:00

watching olympic at home.
together.

is really enjoyable.
=)

congrats to TSP table tennis for making it into finals!

feng tianwei rawks!
and i really wish TSP will win a gold medal.
cause we will have a day holiday for SINGAPORE!

update on events.

2008-08-11T16:58:00.019+08:00

i have not yet recovered from oweek shaggness.

guess it's due to the hectic schedule i have for the post-oweek.

left early on friday to attend dear's mummy's colleague's solemnisation.

@ Singapore Flyer.
followed by buffet dinner at river view hotel.

and juls dropped bees a msg stating the time to meet for supper.
though I was really feeling very tired, i guess it would be good to turn up..if not juls will emo again. hee.

so supper till 1130pm.

slept till 2pm the next morning.
went out to meet dear in the evening to buy shu's bday present.
again, i still feel very shagged.

sunday
meeting with my project members.
and evening was spent at shu's 21st bday!
the bees were so on that we stayed till 4am.

bowling. arcade. mahjong.

i am so deprived of sleep!
and tmr lesson is 10am - 6pm! -_-

photos updated.

happy 21st bday to shu!!=)

hope you like the Zen.

my thoughts.

2008-08-10T00:58:00.004+08:00

back from engin orientation.
in a blink.
all have ended.

just want to say some few words.
sometimes it's not that i am being easy-going or what,
it's just because i think that its rather useless to quarrel and complain further when the thing can be detrimental to all.
be it work, friendship or other stuff.

so i rather keep my calm and stay out from quarrels.

i do appreciate peace you know.

in my view, everyone has their imperfections.
and imperfections will always show out during busy moments or rather intense interaction.

i have my own imperfections too.
i am too soft-hearted.
and sometimes that I will get easily eaten up by others.
but in this world,
not all can be tough.
in fact,
there must be people who are soft to cater to the tough people.
just that the existence of magnets.
imagine this world is full of tough people...
more quarrels will happen and never-ending.

I am not saying being soft-hearted is good.
just that its my own character.
and i really pretty okay with it.
cause i believe.
humans will treat back the way i treat them.

somehow.
being in Oweek committee.
really made me learnt plenty of stuff.
there are so much things that i want to say out.
but,
be it good or bad.
i wont do so.
simply because,
i cherish the friendship with them.
=)

finally.
we all love Oweek 2008.
the end.

xoxo,
missylihui

i'm back from MIA!

2008-07-22T20:05:00.013+08:00

been on MIA recently.

busy Oweek dry runs and some other stuff.
lack of time to do a proper update and here I am!

just finished consolidating the applications from the freshmen.
received near 300 applications!
and it freaking took me 3 whole days to reply all enquiries and file all applications.
and sometimes it's not that i demand this or that from the freshmen.
I just hope the freshmen will just fill in the form accordingly with all details in...
Just to make my job easier..

hee. and yesh. Councillor Dry run II is just over. and in 2 weeks time, the actual Oweek gona arrives!!!!

hope we will do a good job for Oweek!!! gambette Oweek Comm members!!!=)

update on 21st bday!

my 21st bday which falls on 13th July @ Aloha Loyang Bungalow 8!

many thanks to friends who attended my party!!!

appreciate your attendance!!

my Thank You list! (in no special order)

thank you...

Papa for sponsoring my whole bday party including my hairdo and pretty dress.

Mama for spending so much effort in cooking the extra dishes(yummy curry and meehoon!)

3 eldest Sisters, Shufeng & Kelvin for the itouch pressie!!

Timothy's family for the $100 voucher!

Bro-in-law Billy for the angbao!

Relatives(aunties and uncles) for the angbaos!

Kelvin's Dad for the pressie pen!

Huiying & Huixian for the cute soft toy!

Denise & Ivan for the espirit wallet!

HuiLi & Chris for the necklace!

Grace & Yanhan for the picard casing!

Sebastien for the necklace!

Bees for the watch and card!=)

JC mates for the chicken essence!

Bengines for the COACH wallet, topshop $50 and the precious moments card!!

HIM for the SONY PINK CAMERA & flowers!=)

Once again! a big THANK YOU to all!=)

photos fiesta!

2008-07-09T14:55:00.023+08:00

Dear readers, you're in for a photos fiesta!

三姐's ROM ceremony!

dolling up. eh 三姐 really look like my 大姐 when she dolled up as a bride!

the blessed couple=)

this kid junwei almost appeared in majority of the pics. hee.

the bride with her secondary school friends.

Eldest sis with eldest bro-in-law.

beloved parents with 小 junwei.

second eldest sis with second eldest bro-in-law-to-be.

sister lier and sister liyuan=)

again. junwei appeared. hee.

junwei! aww so cute.

muacks.

See's family siblings unite.

Lindy 21st!

yefan & me.

shuhui & me.

=)

christine & me.

the guys with the bday girl.

whole lot of us. bengines.

xoxo,
missylihui is tired.
and wondering where has her heart gone to.

p/s. all taggies replied♥

2008-07-06T23:03:00.004+08:00

KIDS RAWKS!

omgosh!!! i get to carry 2 superby cute kids todayyyy!!! and they are siblings!

all thanks to my sis Lier's ROM. =)

junwei!!! he's a really lil hunk okay.

and wenjun! i really look 4ward to having my own baby! hee.

anyway.

happy birthday to my brother Mike!

happy belated birthday to my sis Lier!

happy belated 21st birthday to Lindy!

p/s: lotsa photos to be updated. Lindy's 21st and Sis Lier's ROM!=)

be back soon.

missylihui.

FRESH START.

2008-07-04T16:11:00.006+08:00

FRESH START.

finally done with my own blog and Oweek blog.

a new fresh start!

linching 21st later!=)

party. party. party!

xoxo,

missylihui.

i feel lost.

2008-06-30T20:28:00.002+08:00

after reading her blog(her bf was one of the army guys who died during training),
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

i feel lost.

i know.
for all this while,
i have been putting up a strong front to others.

wherever i go.
i saw images of us popping up.
it seems like we together left footprints everywhere.

and i repeatedly told myself.
to forget and let go.
no point holding on to this memories anymore.

but it's really tough.
really tough.
moving on isnt that simple.
esp. 5 years feelings that i always have.

every morning i wake up.
i look at the mirror.
and i wonder.
why did this r/s come to such end?

we once told each other that we will cherish this r/s.
and you given me your promise that you will be there for me no matter what happen.
we did think of marrying each other. but in the end?

everyone sees us as the best couple.
everyone thought that we can last.

and now.
everyone was shocked.
to see us separated.

2 more days. 58th months anniversary.
but this time round.
its different.

i wish all this while was a dream.
but it isnt.
=(

peh shuhui 21st!!!

2008-06-29T23:45:00.010+08:00

happy 21st to peh shuhui! my fellow pang-seh-ster!=)

attended miss peh BELATED 21st on friday! at east coast park!
its damn far la! her bbq.
luckily zijun gave me a call and came to drive me there.
saved me frm walking the long distance to her pit!=)

anyway hope she enjoyed herself tt night!!!
cause we didnt pang seh her! hee. despite the ulu place la.

photos updated!

bengines!

some bengines!

2 famous pang-seh-sters from Bengines! hee >_<

ONG ZIJUN! this is the 1st time i saw him ever since the last exams in May?

SOMEONE's famous move. eh eh. hee you guys know la.

BENGINES AGAIN! happy 21st peh!

went off early. actually not early. cause i left at 11pm! hee.

met up with juls, shu and lala for supper! oopz. actually its juls's dinner. hee.

but i must really apologise to them for waiting for me for about 1 hr! sorry guys!!!

anyway nice catch-up with them!=)

didnt know juls's first crush in secondary school was.. eh eh. hee.

reached home at 1.30am. bathe and slpt at 2.30am.

and woke up at 4.50am. simply cant slp anymore. ya. for some reasons.

left home at 7am. cause we are having councillor dry run 1 in school!

dry run was fun! just that i was left alone at the open space for an hour while waiting for the groups to arrive at my station (cause my station was the last few ones!).

so i ended up in thoughts again.

its hard to let go. but i really need to.

i realised. and i know.

everything is different now.

no matter what. i'll still the lihui who never once change.

i will live happily from NOW ON!

2008-06-27T17:30:00.006+08:00

hey everyone. i'm fine
i will live happily from NOW ON!!!

shuhui's 21st later! meeting up with some bees for supper! orientation councillor dry run 1 tmr! night cycling tmr!=)

i will walk through it bravely with the support from you all.
will u guys shower me with your support?

i know.
its hard to say bye to the feelings.
uncontrollable tears. uncontrollable thinking back of the past. uncontrollable feeling not to let go.
but i will try my best to say goodbye to all these! and i know that i will succeed.

cause.
I'm lihui!=)

burying in work may keep me from thinking my r/s failure.
so give me plenty of work! -_- hee.

2008-06-26T23:20:00.004+08:00

i didnt know that it will turn out like this.

the outcome was.

u chosen studies/friends over me.

i get it all clear.

not to look back anymore.

its gona be a tough time.

but i will walk through it.

erasing all the memories.

i'm a silly girl indeed.

i dont deserve anyone's concern.

it hurts the most when you didnt chase after me.

urgh!

2008-06-25T13:51:00.005+08:00

i sent email. you didnt reply. I'm okay with that.
i msg you for so many times. and you didnt even bother to save my no. and ended up asking who I am. -_-

is it so difficult to save one contact into your mobile? rather than keep asking the person who she is whenever she msg u?

and.
i spent so much effort on the book.
in the end,
you dont even take good care of it.

and worst of all,
you let your uni gal-friend to write on the 1st page.
dont tell me that you didnt know.
ignorance is always the best excuse from you.

i dont feel like talking to you at all these few days.
ya maybe, as what juls has said.
you tend to take things for granted.

sucky life.

2008-06-24T09:45:00.003+08:00

in school right now.
thought my slot was supposed to be at 9am.
but its actually 2pm.
freak. i getting mentally blur too.

and recently lost the mood to blog.
life is getting sucky and i'm losing confidence in myself.

maybe its the month of my zodiac.
and i'm really getting tired with a lot of stuff.

he is busy. busy to the extent that we only meet on weekends.
and if we ever meet, he will end up worrying for his assignments/tests.
ya i know i ought to be understanding.

but i just hate his university system. tests/assignments oncoming everyweek.
dammit.

and you know.
ever been together for so long.
i really afraid that it may strain our r/s.
if this ever goes on......

and i wonder.
when my sch reopens, will both of us have lesser time for one another?

anyway yesterday was a bad day.
dont wish to blog abt it.
but still, hope that he enjoy his party yest.
and i believed.
he did.

I'm no longer as _______ as in the past to him.

p/s: there's this SUPER RESPONSIBLE auntie checking on me. cos i'm at PC cluster. and she's asking me if I am from engineering. -_-
dammit. JUST GO AWAY lah.

I'm in a really bad mood.....

Woman Affairs Collection 2!

2008-06-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

as promised...

Woman Affairs Collection 2 is here!!!

Free postage for this collection!

visit http://womanaffairs.livejournal.com for more details!

i still wana slack la.

2008-06-11T00:16:00.004+08:00

life starts to get busier.

upcoming stuff to do:

mr kee's bday party, NUS Engin orientation week dry runs/meetings/banner/freshies, aircon research project, my 21st bday party, Woman Affairs's Collection 2 (will be launched lastest by tuesday!), tuition, 3rd sis's ROM, relief teaching(hopefully my sis got lobangs for me!).....

been slacking too much.

I'm so glad to be on busy path again.

BUT!

i still wana slack. hee.

>_<

my mushy updates.

2008-06-04T22:47:00.006+08:00

dinner with mr kee's uni classmates yesterday.

3 korean guys.

really cute and lovely peeps. hee.

and i think.

i really dont mind to have a korean bf.

for my next lifetime. hee >_<

anyway its been long since i get to see some of you guys! kinda miss some of you liao!

omg. better dont be so mushy.

anyway 2 random pics of myself! to update "my face" to you guys=)

and i have decided! to change hairstyle again!

not straight anymore.

its big wave now.

but i needa to endure for another month.

for hair to get longer.

xoxo,

lihui.

insomnia

2008-06-03T09:06:00.003+08:00

insomnia.

wanted to sleep early yest night. went to bed at 1.30am.
clock strike 3am. i am still awake.
and recently, i've been feeling emo. especially at night.

woke up early today. and checked Woman Affairs. New order again!=)
that's one of the things that kept me excited for now.

went library to borrow some books to enrich myself for this holidays.
gotten a book titled 'romance', a collection of award winning love stories and poems.

and left me wondering,
will there be a day when someone write a love poem for me?
=)

i'll be definitely touched.

in preparation.

2008-05-31T15:56:00.003+08:00

nice song.

nice weather.

nice stay-in at home.

2 more days to 57th.

and 23 more days to his first cry.

in preparation now.

hope everything will be a success. =)

parasite!

2008-05-29T22:56:00.003+08:00

been slacking too much at home! I'm so guilty of being a parasite at home!

and when i have decided to take up the aircon research project for some quick bucks..
a job lobang strikes me! temp admin job. and its freaking not bad pay.

but i dont think i can back out now.
cause i had submitted the application form!

so ya. nvm. cause i just want to slack for this holidays.
the future holidays dont be so carefree liao -_-. urgh!

so Woman Affairs is back. friends, do give your support okay!
they are really nice collections. and I'm actually keeping some pieces for myself too. hee.

this is one of the piece that I kept for myself:

Eolande..its superby glam. serious. no lies.

so for more collections...direct yourself to http://womanaffairs.livejournal.com !

thank you=)

and results are out tmr. when I actually thought it will be out on saturday. hee! ok wish me luck! =)

Woman Affairs new link!

2008-05-28T16:18:00.004+08:00

Woman Affairs new link!

http://womanaffairs.livejournal.com

do spread around this online shopping journal!

the collections are really pretty & worth your money. trust me!

xoxo,

lihui

'单纯的爱是不足够来维持一段感情的'

2008-05-28T00:50:00.005+08:00

'单纯的爱是不足够来维持一段感情的'

simply love is just so not enough to sustain a BGR.

yeah. humans nowadays are always greedy for more.

and i admit that i am one too.

but dont be mistaken.

my greediness is quite reasonable.

i just needa my future man.

to be honest and responsible.

to be someone who i can have complete trust in.

to be someone who think for the future.

to be someone who plans for the future.

to be someone who i know i can rely on him when married.

and finally,

someone who walk with me through ups and downs.

i dont need a man who is freaking rich(but he need to be financially stable) or who is like a prince charming in fairy tales.

cause i know my own standing.

as long as he is the one who i feel best comfortable with and giving me the greatest security,

HE IS THE MAN FOR ME.

live the way i want.

2008-05-26T00:00:00.004+08:00

sometimes i feel that my past efforts are not being appreciated.
or rather.
i feel weird about being the "odd one out".

and maybe.
i should just forget about everything.

live the way i want.
=)

no stress. no pain.

中国大地震

2008-05-23T00:51:00.017+08:00

心情很低落。
看到中国大地震的新闻，
我的眼泪不禁流了出来。
恨伤感，很悲伤。

失去了家园，失去了家人，
对他们来说，
这是个恶梦，
一个真实的恶梦。

重逢的机会也许很缈茫，

但我相信奇迹的出现。

默默为他们祈祷
希望晴朗的一天，
会在重现。

For those who may want to help the poor in China (天摇地动之后, 家园破碎的他们需要大家的帮助), you can make a donation to Mercy Relief:

1) TeleMercy 请拨打捐款热线救助四川灾民

· 1900 - 112 - 1010 (for a $10 donation)
· 1900 112 1050 (for a $50 donation)

2) Cheque:
Cross to ‘Mercy Relief Limited’ and send to
172 Pasir Panjang Road
Singapore 118558

或上网 http://www.mercyrelief.org/ 了解更多帮助灾民的途径

我回来了!

2008-05-19T22:24:00.046+08:00

home sweet home!

i'm back from bangkok!

been busy these few days.
friday midnight arrived in sg at 1am.
and next sat morning gona attend my bestie 21st bday - stella! (hope she like the present that i made for her!)
and sunday was left packing my luggage and my loot from bangkok.
also, belated mother's day dinner at JUMBO!

and today. accompanied him to buy stationery and packed the rest of the loot!

photos update!

Day 1

departure from sg. the seat is really squeezy for jetstar. and fortunately, its 2 hrs flight!

arrived in bkk at 1030am.

us. at our room balcony! the hotel is really nice!!! CENTREPOINT hotel! very newly renovated!

left for shopping.

present to you thailand Mcdonalds 爷爷 with mr kee!

and dont forget me!

Day 2

joined the half day tour around thailand.

early in the morning.

us at the lobby.

mr kee and ms see.

this is how the thai kids spend their childhood. climbing up a high spot and jump into the river.

welcome flowers welcome us!

me.

headed to shopping again when back from half day tour.

his loot.

her loot.

i am strong!

i am....hmm...

buffet dinner at BIOYOKE sky hotel on 82nd floor!

my boy.

his girl.

us on 84th floor viewing ground.

Day 3

went to watch the tranvestites show.

some of the "girls" are really pretty. ya. anyway i am sort of admired their courage to perform on stage.

so we went shopping again.

her loot.

his loot.

Day 4

went for massage early in the morning.

and checked out at 1pm.

deposited our luggage with the hotel and we went shopping again!!!

hee.

departure from bkk. =(

back in sg.

slept for 5 hrs.

went to attend my bestie's 21st bday!!!

happy 21st stella!! lalalaalaalala~~~~

bees at carousel!

so the vain guys posing for camera again.

and we girls too! and stupid juls wana 抢镜头!

Sunday night - Belated Mother's Day dinner!

in bliss.

my family! =)

done.

now is the turn for Oweek blog!

cracking my brain out.

xoxo,

lihui

just in case.

2008-05-11T23:30:00.004+08:00

this entry is just.
in case i am not blogging tmr.

know why?
cause i'll be doing my last minute packing tmr!
despite knowing the consequences of last minute packing (such as forgot to bring toothbrush, forgot to bring hand creme, forgot to bring my shades...maybe forgot to bring passport?),

i still love last minute packing!
hee.

i'll be flying to bangkok on tues early morning!

flight at 7am.
back on friday midnight!
what a great planner he is!
totally utilised the 4 days 3 nights!

days after exams are awesome!
but provided that I land myself in some jobs after my bkk trip.
any recommendation for jobs??
do leave a tag if there is!

thank you!

xoxo =)

totally insane.

2008-05-09T13:15:00.004+08:00

gosh. this is totally insane.

caught this news on the net early in the morning.
was really stunned and disgusted by the father, Josef Fritzl.

He is the man who confessed that he imprisoned his daughter, Elisabeth Fritzl, in an underground chamber for 24 years and fathered her seven children.

and he still pushed the blame to the Nazis for his actions, claiming that he is rescuing her daughter who has become defiant after her puberty.

and out of the seven children who he fathered with Elisabeth Fritzl, he kept three with them, bringing up them with his wife just like a normal family. His wife claimed that she does not know of his insane acts. The other three children were held captive with their mother in the cellar since they were born. Another children died few days after she was born due to lack of care.

Their extraordinary captivity only ended when Kerstin, one of the daughters held captive with her mother, fell seriously ill and had to be taken to hospital nine days ago.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/news/worldnews.html?in_article_id=562377&in_page_id=1811

this is insane!

i simply cant imagine the mental distress and the damage that have inflicted on Elisabeth Fritzl and her daughters.

i really wonder what has the world becoming to?

the bug is killed!

2008-05-06T23:24:00.006+08:00

alrights! finally, i defeated the bug.

e irritating and terrible bug - exams!

this semester seems to pass very quickly.

year 3 identity will soon arrive in 3 months time.

omg. i'm going to the working world soon!

Actually. Or Definitely Maybe.

I really miss the days in year 1.

its sort of different as compared to now.

but what is gone is gone.

shant ponder much over it.

live for tomorrow. say bye to past!

life still goes on!!!!

mr kee came to fetch me after my last paper today.

caught 2 movies today!

haa! ya. we are movies-madders!

Ironman and Nills Island.

all i can say is...NICE! for both clips!! No comment to be given cause I am afraid to be spoiler! hee!

photos updated!

the very lethargic-looking lihui shiiiiiiii!

finally i can get to spend time with him!!!=)

while studying at home....

jailed at home. and such cloudy weather is so good! save us from the hotness!!

haa. me at home. trying to see how pale-looking I am.

long overdued pic -my new haircut! thanks to kimage hairstylist Ben!

iamsleepy.

its time for bed.

xoxo!=)

ahhhhhh!

2008-05-05T14:47:00.003+08:00

i hate the hassle of writing cheat sheet.
(to friends who are wondering what is cheat sheet: 1 sheet of paper for students to write anything on it to bring to exam).

but without cheat sheat,

I feel so insecured!!!

whatdoiwant?

ahhhhhhh!

maddness! 1 more dayyy!

我不想我不想不想长大

2008-05-03T18:43:00.003+08:00

omg. freak. pimples spotted on my face!

must be the caffeine and the late night made me looked really pale recently!

exams are the bug.
a terrible and irritating bug.
this bug will soon be over by tuesday!

and I think.
as I get older, my memory space getting smaller.
is the reason due to I getting lazier to memorise or...

I really gona admit that I am OLD?

and. I guess maybe the latter.
cause i'm turning 21 years old soon!

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没童话
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他深爱我的他已经变得不像他

oopz.
last 2 sentences dont sound right.

hee! hang on lihui shiiiiiiiiiiiii!
jiayou everyone!=)

turning a little richer.

2008-04-29T16:44:00.003+08:00

i'll be getting my 2nd payment from google!
but then.
the US$ depreciates so much now!
on the other hand. I am afraid that it may fall even further.
so ya. shant hold my payment!

April is a happy month for me!
gst offset. google revenue!
what more can i ask more.
anyway not really a happy month.
cause EXAMS!

and i realised. ants are very desperate nowadays.
even mineral water and rice.
they launch their attack!
omg.
i guess their standard of living have upgraded too.

hee!
okie. so much of my nonsense.
back to being bookworm.

anyway happy 21st birthday to julian and sq!!!

updates.

2008-04-26T16:52:00.002+08:00

back from my 1st paper statistics!
the only words I have for myself now.
is, "believe in myself = believe in my own answers!"
hee.

3 modules to go!
but i am feeling real stressed.
must be the year 2 identity made me realised that I am not young anymore.

rushed down to oriental hotel for bday lunch by juls.
lunch was great today!!!!
yummylicious dessert!

thank juls for the treat!
advanced happy bday to you!

photos will be up after exams!
=)

and yesh! Bangkok trip! my motivation for exams!

flu bug caught the punkster girl.

2008-04-21T15:49:00.003+08:00

hey flu bug.

can you please stop bugging me?

and..

I am so not used to my new hairdo.
"little-girl hairdo. jap-girl hairdo. or even PUNKSTER hairdo."
by others' say.

oo freak. i am so immature looking now. !!!

He.

2008-04-18T01:35:00.003+08:00

He.

brightened up my dull mugging days.

i like the way he is now.

as if we are on honeymoon again!

i'm glad that my decision is not wrong.

but ya.

hope it lasts!

=) mug people!

xoxo.

hiatus blogging.

2008-04-13T23:55:00.004+08:00

my samsung mobile just went dead. again.
I am so gona dump this mobile phone soon. after my 1 year warranty.

and my blog too.
gona be dead soon.

cause.
busy busy busy.
yes. a busy month ahead.

EXAMS COMING!

hee. love this pic. =)

guys score bonus points with girls when they do something without being told to do so.

xoxo.

nights everyone!

21st bday is in the air!

2008-04-07T18:11:00.009+08:00

21st bday is in the air!

alrights let me do a very quick summary of my packed weekends.

ya. i am so guilty!

i didnt study much for weekends!

went for 2 bdays on consecutive days.

saturday was beloved jc mate - huili's 21st!

sunday was my goodie 8 years bee friend - QQ's 21st!

nice catching up with jc friends on saturday.

and the moment zhenyi saw me..

he said, " you are in nus engin right..very good with shuhui right?"

and another friend, kevin saw me.

he said' "you know grace right..also very good with her right..?"

hee. the world is indeed small la.

we didnt know each other in JC.

but when we get to meet each other in uni.

we kicked it off.

ya. S-H-E.

see you guys soon!

so much into the love of 21st bday recently.

i cant control!

weixiang's 21st on this coming friday.

can someone please wake me up and stop me from attending friends' 21st!

but its tough to stop me.

i understand.

hee.

anyway I've been doing good recently.

can feel the change in him.

and the change in me.

Salmi & I! @huili's 21st. she learned chinese and jap in ntu. kudos to my this malay friend!

bday girl and I! =)

my 8 years buddies with huili!

with mr singapore clarkee. haa!

time for a new change.

bday girl! QQ! i like her bday cake!

my bees family. =)

and i cant believe that he actually won the mr manhunt at qq's bday!

kudos to him. hee.

my decision.

2008-04-05T01:11:00.005+08:00

yet another sleepless night.
i wonder why humans or rather me.
like to ponder so many things at night. or maybe get emotional at night.
and made myself suffering from lack of slp.

friends have been asking updates about me.
or rather my relationship.

and I know.
Its time to say all things clear and for once.
My decision is final.

to forgive and be with him.
I know some of you guys maybe holding to the thought that I shouldnt forgive him so easily.
or rather not to be with him again.

BUT.
u guys are not me or him.
its hard for you guys to understand the feelings we have for one another.
and I believe.
most of us will commit something wrong in life.
and regret later on.
this is a fact.
cause we are all humans.

I ought to be understanding and clarify things for HIM.
he's not the heartless man that you guys deem him at.
he's still the mr nice man.
who i knew 8 years ago.
its just that at every point of our life.
we will let our thinking to go haywire and take the wrong path.
and it happened to him.

I did plenty of thinking last few weeks.
if a relationship ever goes wrong,
both parties have to be responsible for it.
the saying. it takes 2 hands to clap.
so does the failure of relationship.

we all make mistakes.
and we all need chances.
dont we?

and.
i guess i have really grown up from this incident.
and i hope.
you guys will give us ur blessings.

to friends who have been with me for the last few weeks.
consoling me. telling me not to give up.
giving me their best advice.
and cheer me up.

i just wana say..

thank you.

and my family too.

=)

and i wont let this happen again.
i promised.
cause he promised me too.